GratitudeLog

Atul Paulson Today did not turn out as well as planned , had an appointment with the doc who told me what i was fearing will happen for the past few months as he said doing what i love doing for a living can get me bed ridden for the rest of my life and i have to be more responsible to my body, i'm grateful that he told me that although it raised my anger and frustration levels to all time high , i'm grateful that eventually i came to the realization that it is just an observation and an observation cannot rule how i feel about myself and how i feel about the world in general, grateful that my doc truly understood me feeling angry and frustrated , was himself feeling bad conveying this information to me, although i lashed out and opened my big mouth as my sister says as i told him in 2 years you would see him performing again and you would be first person to know that when it happens, i'm grateful that he did not overreact to my madness but simply smiled and said i would be happy if that happens and was prepared to accept my apology for that afterwards , although he hoped against all odds what i said would happen a fit and healthy me, after all what i study is science and if science has taught me anything in life is that there are always exceptions, time to be the exceptional one , grateful for my friends and family completely supporting me on this which i'm sure will be something i'll remember and laugh about in the long run, Have a nice friday, Love and light!!!!!!!!