GratitudeLog

My Otisbear! Now I have gotten every grade except for the assignment I'm having now. C for Cecilie In everything! Oh yeah baby! Happy!

I have to tell you about yoga yesterday. I felt really weak, and my body was hating me really badly. I had troubles just standing because my legs were so wobbly from last time. But the time went by so quickly. Many times during the 75 minutes I though "I can't do this anymore! Everyone is doing so good but not me!" And then I would get up, shake my body, breath really good and go down in the pose again! But when my yoga teacher said: "Everyone, look at me now. We are going to do a balancefor shoulder and arms. This is what you are going to do. Place your hands in alignment with your knees. Then put your head infront of your knees and hands. Now you are in the diamond." This I thought, Oh yes I can do this, but then. "Then go up on your feet, your head still in the floor. And place your knees at your elbows. And then if you feel comfortable just take your feet straight up!" I had no chance! I managed the start but I did not get up. The teacher came over and said," your starting position is perfect, but I don't think your neck is strong enough yet. Try slowly to put more weight on your head. Today you probably wont be abel to do it, but we will work on it. When your neck is tired go to childes pose. "And so I did! I did not manage but she made me so good with what I was doing. I'm not the strongest but hey, I can do somethings and I will get there! It just will take me a little while.

Today my body is doing ok. My stomach is killing me because of my muscels that have never been used, and also my neck and shoulders are trying to walk of from my body because they hate me! But I feel great. Tomorrow I'll be all alone at the library. It's kinda scarry and kinda awesome! I'm all alone, and I'm in charge! Oh yeah!

Hope you are doing great my bear. Love you lots! And notes from you brighten my day so much. And hugging my yoga mat makes my day so much better! Love
C