GratitudeLog

Dagobert Renouf For months I've been struggling to get clear on what I want out of life. In this desperate search for clarity I came across several very exciting so called purposes that would get me very energized, inner-directed and one-pointed (everything I dream of being). It would only last a couple of days though, until I grew tired of it and started looking for another "mission" - a better one. Today I've came to the realization that this sudden disinterest for something I really wanted always happened when an obstacle got in the way.

I'm super-grateful for that HUGE realization!

I recognize that in my functioning, I actually feel powerless when I can't do something I want at the first attempt, and I immediately jump off the boat not to have to deal with it. I had convinced myself that my purpose had to be something perfect at all times, something that requires absolutely no effort or struggle on my part.

For months I've been on this endless seeking of a perfect purpose and today I realize it's just plain non-sense!

Now I feel confident that I will finally be able to go for what I want with consistency, seeing the mental obstacles for what they are instead of dismissing the purpose altogether.

I'm grateful grateful grateful grateful

Love you guys