GratitudeLog

Dear friends..
It's been quite a while since I've done things in related to my profession..for the past 8 months of unemployment had been spent for waiting for my visa to arrive for my employment abroad and nothing happened..Its really disappointing because I quit my job for that but honestly I'm still praying that it will still come.It's hard dealing with this..seeing that i cannot help my family,missed my job not just because I'm earning but I love my profession..It felt so good seeing people I'm taking care of smiling despite of what their going through and it even more than an achievement touching other lives by the simple things you do..In a moment,I found myself trying to find the answers to the why's in my life,to the questions like am I that bad to experienced all of this??why is it that life is seems so hard for me that even I can hold something in my hand I felt that it easily slips away and trying to figure out how to start my life all over again..Life maybe tough..but as I had said when I came back here it is time to move forward..Tomorrow,I'll be taking a diagnostic exams..I'm am nervous..I don't know what is out there after all those months that I stopped dealing wit things in relation with my profession..I'm asking for your help to pls. pray for my to be able to pass it..my family had been trying to help me go back on tracks.. hoping that I'm doing the right thing..Bless you all..I'll appreciate all your prayers..xoxo