GratitudeLog

a painful month- have learnt a lot. i am not the only person who feels terrible when rejected,my son is heart broken... I can be there for other people, can relate to how they feel and try to help the… read more

very very cold - and my central heating works! Mong's massage, time with Idris and Jacob, chickpea stew, getting my prescription,theNHS,electricity and my laptop and the internet, feeling at peace vis… read more

time with george, josh, marie, al anon, sv,utube, glog, ted on my nice warm bed....

grateful to be back on log. ange, George, James, Dilber, Steve...Cristina, Nick, Marc, Wend, uillaume, aa al anon, swimming, car passing mot, bedtime, nice warm bed......

George's flat! and Dorothy and James and George! and pat, and aa and al anon,and beverly, and thank God John is feeling better, and my bath and walking in Ealing and buying new keys, and Dilber, and n… read more

James, and George and nephews, James having a nice home to live in, and me and George, my honesty, being able to tell Dorothy that I dont want her gift, will send it back to her, Cristina and Nick, We… read more

bad bad nasty shock today, Dorothy as fickle as ever, feel fear and anger, remembering days gone by with fickle mother, scary. Wish I had never got myself involved with her financially, have learnt m… read more

comparitively peaceful day, time with robert and josh, chat with miranda, james and dilbur and george feeling better, money i haveearnt, spent and not eant and not spent, food eaten and uneaten, good… read more

being able to cry without feeling stupid, not caring if I got a parking ticket, becoming more self aware,being able to pray to stop doing the things I dont want to do, with my higher self, having genu… read more

group therapy, exchanging on georges flat!, having the courage to e nest with Dorothy and to tell Doris i needed to spend time alone with Dorothy, wonderful bath and washing my hair,no students, takin… read more

feeling better - wonderful swim today by myself inthe pool, outside, 40 mins of bliss.....george and james, dorothy and cristina, resolving things with cristina yet standing my ground,not feeling fear… read more

awful exhausting few days but I got thru it. money I earnt and spent, new student today, beng able to resolve things ith James, dorothy as my aunt, george and being able to listen and be there for him… read more

high bidder on a size 14 coat and grateful I dont feel disgusted with myself for being bigger and fater than would prefer, energy to do laundry, great old film on tv, group therapy later, grateful to… read more

whole day with george, shopping and eating, money off petrol, winning a great sweater on ebay, two bidders on my coat on ebay, meeting George's new neighbours, still processing y feelings abut cristin… read more

new student was lots of fun, time with Idris, being extremely assertive, eating healthy (quinoa), dollar stronger again, Thai massage, central heating, dead sea salt, reframing picture with George, Do… read more

time with mare and catherine, being old and wise lol, feeling better about k and g, central heating, baked potatoes and tv, ted on my bed selling 3 things on ebay!!! email from dorothy, self awarness,… read more

time with marie, yesterday, and Georgia today and Laura today, still able to earn some money, pasta with olive oil and red pepper, not eating any junk!!! selling two things on ebay!! James and George… read more

wonderfullie in til 3pm, chat with K, meeting Maya, time with Niko, money I earnt, Chinese takeaway with my wonderful sons, peace in my heart, central heating, Ebay, Angie, AA and al anon, Amanda my n… read more

time with George, James and Dilbur, fixing new taps, starting to sort of out paperwork, time with Alex, time with Robert, money I have earnt, money I havent earnt, money I have spent and not spent. Le… read more

getting stuff done, not going crazy, bank, Dorothy, George and James, Tortellini on my bed, hot bath, lentil soup and Christmas cake, courage to measure my self, chat with Angie, aa meeting at lunchti… read more