GratitudeLog

Day 28 BootCamp 4th June 2010

I have had an unusual night, of remembered dreaming…..A dream which persisted and extraordinarily returned again and again.

Yesterday I had been very startled and alarmed with a symptom appearing that would mean a trip to the doctor, in spite of a moderate increased drinking of water and lemon-juice advised by my guardian angel. I had gone to bed late, rather concerned, and respectful of the accuracy of the advice given, thinking of my guardian angel when I dropped off to sleep.

I was continually dreaming of a curing paper, familiar to me and known to me, it was imbued with healing and comfort…and familiar love and satisfaction for it. I think I was a soldier there with others lying curled wounded or ill on the ground they had these papers the Soldiers Cure also known and understood to them… we wrote the ailments on them and applied them direct to our wounds, or source of illness in the body, about A4 sized they were parchment and as we slept holding these wonderful loving papers in place we were healed completely and so was I being with my paper for my soldier wound.

I wakened a few times in the night, as one does and had to get up. To my vaguely happy and slippery memory of it, and joy, it returned, with no trouble going back to sleep. And repeated. Only once before in my life can I remember a dream continuing . When I struggled to write it down it was elusive and slipping, melting, but got enough of it. And I was dreaming it when I wakened in the morning.

I felt something very wonderful had happened. That maybe I had been clearly taught and showed something special from very ancient times indeed.

My guardian angel was close, I was aware of his nearness two or three times in the night. I thanked him and angels and God and the soldiers for the Dreaming.

I did what I could for myself and went to the doctors, running back and forth, I was given a prescription, with more appointments to follow up. The problem is mild and is under control.

Brenda’s Angel Card reading for today was totally and completely relevant, and I followed the Youtube she gave with lovely results.
Thanks very special to you Brenda.. .that was timely!

But I will take a paper to bed with me, and write on it, and think remembering the love, the knowing familiarity, the healing and the power in the sheet of parchment paper… the Soldiers Cure. I feel, if analysis is wanted, that I received a special healing treatment through the night, and was taught something sacred and special to soldiers, from a long time ago. I am not sure that is the correct name from the dream, it is the nearest I could get to it.

Thankyou Bron for our extra days.
1. My meditations today were my repeated affirmation.. I have Self Care, Self Pace, Self Love and the preparations for my wonderful double-flock of angels that came tonight.
2. A tourist was snorting sneezing and sniveling in the newsagency today…. when I opened my newspaper, at the bakery, my horoscope said I was very vulnerable today, beware of infected people spreading germs, and wash your hands thoroughly. Hmmm. Left the newspapers there, perhaps not a kindness, washed my hands as soon as I got home and wiped the purchased handled packets and my steering wheel with white vinegar. Intuitions and obedience and mindfulness all.
3. I have tried to be mindful today of the impact my behaviours may have on others, being cheerful and well spoken. I only slipped once when Col spoke sneerily about my Landrover. He dyes his hair jet black, it looks silly, but I refrained from telling him. That was fairly noble of me considering both the provocation and temptation.
4. My dream journal has entries now! This is very major special.
5. For one thing fun and variety daily, I walk outside. This is a big deal. My body thinks it is married to the computer.
6. Self care, Self Pace, Self Love… it is now an affirmation mantra.
I must make a much more honest effort with meditations and chakras clearing.

My love to you all